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| Since the semester will be over in about 1 month and a half, all the classes are cramming exams and papers on top of the other. I think since October, I haven't had a week where it was totally free of papers or exams. So every week, I get more distracted or rather tired of studying... but last weekend was something different! Well, it was Halloween, but I got a chance to go to Pheonix. It was a one day trip and we were all tired, but definitely worth it. Sadly, I didn't take any pictures, but it's all good cus it's all in my head. Hmm, other than that, everything is pretty much the same. Like right now, I have a whole crap of work to do, but here I am.. blogging. Although October has made me tired/exhausted, I'm still happy and content with where I am at. Seriously, like the previous blog ... God ALWAYS provides, no matter what.
On the other hand, I miss Arcadians and Arcadia. I still need to send some people postcards, but I keep losing dorm addresses or I don't have it at all ): So, Arcadian blog readers, if you want a postcard or letter, tell me where you live please! I seriously can't wait for the semester to be over. But I think when I get home, I'm going to miss the people I hang out with everyday here... Okay this is an useless blog... time to study. | | |
| I REALLY don't feel like thinking and studying. This weekend was probably the most least studying days. Actually, there was no studying this weekend at all, it was all shopping and hanging out with friends. Last night, I went to a movie theater and it's been a while since I've watched a movie. I don't even watch tv anymore. I watched Law Abiding Citizen, and it was one and a half thumbs up out of two. I disliked the ending. okay I hate writing about what I did day by day or something because I feel so junior high like.
Ha, that reminds me of junior high where xanga was pretty big and having your own website was popular too. Gosh, why am I thinking of the past? But to think of it, it feels like it was just yesterday that I was in Dana Middle School and thinking I was at the top of my world. And then my world started to crumble ... I think everyone has there dark moments and then God does wonders. He seriously changes people, I was truly amazed at how a person who is so caring, so happy can have a past that seems unbelievable. He is seriously SUPERRR amazing. I am seriously grateful for His guidance when I was in Korea and now in Arizona. I seriously believe that He cares for me like crazy. Yes, I know He loves everyone and cares for people other than just me, but looking at my life, He never left my side and is constantly watching over me even though there were times when I just wanted to forget about Him and just live my life as it is. Thank you God for the friends who are entering in my life, thank you...
okay. this was a random blog. I always tend to blog whenever I have an essay due the next day, so until next time I have a paper due...
I want to be at home doing absolutely nothing and taking naps with friends on.
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monday, october 17, 2005
The next time you feel that things are not going well for you. Just remember that God is there cheering you on. He has loved you before He even created the world. Let that be the father in stands that is cheering you on.
4 years ago, this encouraged me to get through my freshmen year of high school. And again, God is helping me in my freshmen year of college. I wonder and ask God, why are you so good to me even after all the things I did to hurt you? | | |
| thats how i feel right now. im super tired, im drinking coffee, and i have exams coming up next week. i have chem lab report due tomorrow and i havent started it yet. im currently sitting and eating lunch and they played the oc theme song, i dont know what the title is but it repeats california like million times. and im missing cali and all the things i took for granted. seriously, cali has everything that you dont feel like you are away from your home country. and here in arizona, the only korean market is like the size of the 2nd ave korean market in arcadia. im not making any sense right now, but o wells. this will be my rambling for the day that the world will see. see you later xanga. i want to sleepppp
o i usual want to write something meaningful, but since i havent updated for a while so im giving a random update right now.
o yeah i almost forgot. i miss marching band. i miss playing my flute everyday twice a day or more. i miss sitting in the band room listening to mr landes talk about the latest movie in theaters. i miss going to the band during lunch time and after school. seriously, it was my 2nd home. lol a few days ago, someone at my church held a flute case and my eyes lit up. so i played few notes and it felt weird. okays my update is done. i NEED to study now ): | | |
| Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground.
The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties.
Mom was your hero.
Dad was the boy you were going to marry.
Your worst enemies were your siblings.
Race issues were who ran the fastest.
War was just a card game.
Cough medicine was the only drug you had ever heard of
Drama was a type of play.
Wearing skirts didn’t mean you were a slut.
When you said wasted you were talking about time.
The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike.
The only thing that hurt was skinned knees.
The only things that could get broken were your toys.
Life was simple and care free
But what I remember the most was wanting to grow up
^Found this on Emerald's tumblr. I feel a bit homesick ): I think it's because I'm reading blogs of people that I used to be close with, but now we hardly ever talk to each other.
So this past summer, I went to Korea for International Summer School and I loved it. But at times, I regret it because my friends here were spending time together one last time before separating for college. And I feel separated from them. Yes, I had a week in Arcadia before I left for college, but that wasn't enough. And I feel even more separated because I'm in Arizona, with 2 other Arcadians that I've seen once while being here. But God is wonderful. Why? He provided me with a church, a family, and friends who have such unique personalities and who are so welcoming. I'm really thankful, but sometimes I'm scared and I question myself if I'm making the "right" choice by choosing these friends to hang out with. It's just so different here because seeing Asians is rare. I was so open in meeting other people, but the comfort I had in Arcadia is just so hard to leave. I get my Korean food cravings at church on Fridays and Sundays and the nearest Asian type food is pho. I've probably had the most pho in my life here than in Arcadia. I don't know if I can say college is the best time of my life yet. Reading other people's blog makes me excited for them, but to me - it's the same old. Of course, I like college way better than high school since you choose your own schedule and your own courses, so there's more time to study and etc. But more free time means more time for distraction. Like right now, I'm currently in the main library at my university and it's 1:35am and I'm not even half way done with my paper, but I'm writing so much for this blog ... I just love it how the library is 24hrs. I can't wait til December 18th when I'll be back home. I wish I could go back earlier for a weekend or something, but the flight tickets are quite pricey. :/
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| Hello xanga world. It's been awhile since I've blogged and I am updating just for Char. She always has interesting blogs for me to read and I should give her something to read also except mine won't be exciting as hers. Anyways, I'll post up pictures .. I haven't taken much photos, but the ones I got ... I don't get how to post regular sized photos .. xanga is stupid but you can go to my photo albums to see it bigger on the way to arizona, but i think this is in california.  um its 5pm and 104degrees ... so hot  my deskk. it was messy but it's a lot organized now.  my bed. its so high up that i need a step to get on it every nite ... so sad ):  my closet area. this was before i unpacked everything, now its all full.
There's the tour of my dorm room. I'll blog about my classes some other time, but overall they are pretty good. Now, I shall go back to reading my bio book. To all kids you haven't started college yet, reading is key!! Yes, this is an obvious advice, but it's cus I barely read in highschool - but no more of the bad habit. Gotta take advantage of this weekend and the freetime I have alone. More pictures will come later, hopefully.
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